only two days in

Evening,

Today has been an incredibly long day. Non-stop movement.. ahh i'm just so tired. Here we go again with that spiraling cycle of me getting stressed out about nothing really. I tend to take my frustrations out on others, it's so not fair and I really try hard not to be bitchy about it.. but sometimes I really just am in no mood for messing around what so ever. I apologize in advance if I try to bite your head off this week... lol I am running the PH alone and it is going to be a longgg weeek.. = (

Bowling anyone? So I have been thinking about joining a bowling leauge ? Why not!? dude it would be way stoking awesome. I have been wanting to for awhile and this young guy came into the shop tonight with a pile of flyers.. aparently they are starting up a bowling leauge teams of 3 for October. It's like 12 bucks a week. NOT BAD.. and you do not have to be AMAZING.. haha it actually is a donation to all different animal rescues/welfare programs in WNC. A pretty awesome thing for a pretty awesome cause! SO I NEED MY TEAM OF 3! PLEASE LET ME KNOW ASAP IF YOU ARE INTERESTED. I REALLY just hope my form is something like this guys......













hahahah night all.
Cheers!
-Emily Bae

Another week ahead of me

Evening blog-reading people!

Today was the beginning of a busy week, my co-worker is in chitown for about 1 1/2 or so.. so I am running the store by me self! I had lots of help today THANK YOU volunteers, you guys are amazing. I don't think it's going to be that bad, I actually kinda enjoy it... lol ALSO I have found out they have hired another wonderful lady at PH, Kelly S! whom I love.. and she will add on perfectly to crazy pet harmony. haha I also will no longer be working Saturdays... wow so wonderful.

Will came over to the casa for dinner and then we went out.. went to the Halloween Superstore.... ahh those stores kind of scare and stress me out..all the costumes and interesting people who work there, 1 whom tried helping me zip up a costume. Literally barged in on me in the room.. haha quite strange. Funny thing is, I did not even ask her for help.

Will is amazing! he bought me Pride and Prejudice and Zombies! I have been wanting to read it for forever and he got it for me :) how I adore that fella. Also, he purchased me some TWILIGHT key covers.. oh yes he did ; ) anyways a long day..with a perfect ending night!

Cheers!
Emily Bae.

a slanted look..

Greetings once again blogger world:

Tis' Friday yet again, I feel completely useless here lying lifeless in bed.. extremely sore and pained. I cant tell you how many pain killers I have taken but I might as well be dead... sigh I HATE this. Who enjoys pain? no one, unless you are incredibly disturbed.

I need to get my ass better so I can get my ass back to freaking work! I HATE being useless it annoys me more than ANYTHING in the world actually. Because I know I am needed but can't help anyone. sigh.. such a waste. So the plans for today are getting better and lots centering my chi. yes haha. I have a couple healing exercises and spiritual chants I am going to try. Looking forward to it and maby it will work. Cross your fingers.

In my last post I mentioned something about my current relationship and how I am a little unsure about things.. well I am pretty sure I have my head screwed on tight and I can assure you he is the one I do wanna be with :) He can make me feel better no matter what.

This weather has been quite miserable eh? I'm so not ready for this.. I was enjoying the sun and the HEAT! I know I will be happy in about.. 2 , 3, months when I am snowboarding. Hmmm I am going to have to teach Will how to do that.. bwahaaaa that's funny.

So... I guess that's all for today. Cheers!

-Emily Bae

An aching thursday,,,

Good morning blog readers...

I am sitting here in bed eating a bagel, texting, and now checking in on my blog. haha 2 followers wow! you guys are actually reading this? Or just being kind. Whatever the reason, thank you. As my eyes opened and I stared at the ceiling this morning I just blinked.. and 1 dripping tear came down my cheek. For what reason, I have nooo idea.. maby for the fact that when I really THINK about it I am not content, pleased, or happy with my life right now. Really sad to because I have a steady job, good friends, family, and a boyfriend who loves me more than life itself. So what's the deal here? I am not trying to collect pity but maby just some answers to this cruel world. My mindset is in the very bottom right now.. Someone very close to me recently pointed out that I am an extreme pessimist. At first I was mad and was like "wtf, no I am not!" but I actually have been thinking about that statement and I believe it is true.. I take things negativley and usually try to find all the reasons NOT to do it rather than to DO it. Especially in my current relationship... it's going great but I am always looking for reasons why it shouldn't be. Why is this?!!? ANYONE shed some light.. please. Ireally am kinda just floating around lost these days. Good day to all, cheers.

-Emily Bae.