Good morning blog readers...
I am sitting here in bed eating a bagel, texting, and now checking in on my blog. haha 2 followers wow! you guys are actually reading this? Or just being kind. Whatever the reason, thank you. As my eyes opened and I stared at the ceiling this morning I just blinked.. and 1 dripping tear came down my cheek. For what reason, I have nooo idea.. maby for the fact that when I really THINK about it I am not content, pleased, or happy with my life right now. Really sad to because I have a steady job, good friends, family, and a boyfriend who loves me more than life itself. So what's the deal here? I am not trying to collect pity but maby just some answers to this cruel world. My mindset is in the very bottom right now.. Someone very close to me recently pointed out that I am an extreme pessimist. At first I was mad and was like "wtf, no I am not!" but I actually have been thinking about that statement and I believe it is true.. I take things negativley and usually try to find all the reasons NOT to do it rather than to DO it. Especially in my current relationship... it's going great but I am always looking for reasons why it shouldn't be. Why is this?!!? ANYONE shed some light.. please. Ireally am kinda just floating around lost these days. Good day to all, cheers.
-Emily Bae.
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